No No No
I thought I was, am and will be the same
Coz changing for me is a shame
My past had given me quite a different fame
But now I want to play a new game
Something's changing.. whome to blame ?
No, No, No
I am not in love, I feel it's not true
Hope it to be a phase that am going through
As I am usually looking for some thing new
What's this happening?
Am getting no clue !
No, No, No
This is not the way it should be
I am suppose to be this free birdie
An idol/role model for people to see
who cannot be misdirected/deviated.
Well that was me
But...
Yes Yes Yes
Am changed I guess
The chains which use to cause me stress
and now the reason for my cute madness
What else to say...
Its my present tense :)
Friday, July 18, 2008
“Just Fine For Me”
You know what???
My search is over
Now I don’t care about the rest
Coz my mate’s ‘Bestestest’.
She’s fine
And exactly who I need
Thank God
For considering all my good deed
Beware people
Let way
Coz I wont let this ‘lucky charm’ of mine
To go away.
It’s me…
Who’s going to steal this magic
Whatever be the consequences
Fair or Tragic
Beyond that angel
Can never see
Ohh Gosh!.. She’s
“Just Fine For Me”
My search is over
Now I don’t care about the rest
Coz my mate’s ‘Bestestest’.
She’s fine
And exactly who I need
Thank God
For considering all my good deed
Beware people
Let way
Coz I wont let this ‘lucky charm’ of mine
To go away.
It’s me…
Who’s going to steal this magic
Whatever be the consequences
Fair or Tragic
Beyond that angel
Can never see
Ohh Gosh!.. She’s
“Just Fine For Me”
real happiness
away from me is my angel
hard fact…yet true.
i wish i could have more from my present
but..its nothing i can can do
no regrets…the past was good.
future too seems positive,,,…
with that ‘assurance’ it should.
i will stay the same..the man
of my past
and will let that angel take me
to my future’s last
its hard for me to be separate
yet,,,tryin so hard
coz I know, without you my angel..
my ‘real happiness’ is barred
hard fact…yet true.
i wish i could have more from my present
but..its nothing i can can do
no regrets…the past was good.
future too seems positive,,,…
with that ‘assurance’ it should.
i will stay the same..the man
of my past
and will let that angel take me
to my future’s last
its hard for me to be separate
yet,,,tryin so hard
coz I know, without you my angel..
my ‘real happiness’ is barred
HATE LETTER
The World Was Changing Around Me
Was Guessing Whome To Blame
Then Tried To Figure , Who Really Is My World
BINGO!!! Came Your Name
I Was Silent
Thought You Would Change
My Love Will Do Wonders
Hence Gave You A Bit Of Range
Hell, Am Sorry
Guess I Was Wrong
You Seem To Have A Different Rhythm
Also, An Entirely Different Song
SILENT NO MORE
You Will Get What You Are Worth
One More Mistake And Darling
You Would Feel Hell On Earth
As You May Know
Good Things Never Last
It's Virtually Over For You
Coz HUM+TUM Is Past
UNLOVINGLY YOURS
Was Guessing Whome To Blame
Then Tried To Figure , Who Really Is My World
BINGO!!! Came Your Name
I Was Silent
Thought You Would Change
My Love Will Do Wonders
Hence Gave You A Bit Of Range
Hell, Am Sorry
Guess I Was Wrong
You Seem To Have A Different Rhythm
Also, An Entirely Different Song
SILENT NO MORE
You Will Get What You Are Worth
One More Mistake And Darling
You Would Feel Hell On Earth
As You May Know
Good Things Never Last
It's Virtually Over For You
Coz HUM+TUM Is Past
UNLOVINGLY YOURS
Sunday, July 13, 2008
(..for someone special..)
Sweet face
Lovely body
Distinct soul
Unmatchable charm
There’s something in her eyes
Which says..
That I am bound to harm.
But behind those eyes
I see a beautiful mind
That too.., one of a kind.
Childish enough
As of a ‘sweet little girl’
Grown with time
To be of a ‘mature woman’s kind’.
.
.
Every another ‘assole’
Wishes her presence
Faces lots of consequences
To sneak that essence.
Nothing wrong
Everyone has a heart
And know what is quality
Are atleast that smart.
I too think of her
My writing is the evidence
Seems I am another ‘assole’
As me too placed her on my precedence.
Forgive & Forget
Forgive my sins, Forget my past
Give me an opportunity to be a better man
Who can love you more
Who likes you more
Who cares for you
Than anybody can !
Forgive my sins, Forget my past
Give me a chance to do something new
Never done before
Never thought of before
Never tried before
By any or few..!
Forgive my sins, Forget my past
Listen to me just once more
May test me
May blame me
May punish me
You can, for sure!
..tears were still in my eyes..(song)
You showed me your love
And I showed you mine
Made it hard to get me
Played it fine
I fall away
Lost my way
Darling, you left me with
No games to play
No where to stay
And now that you’re gone…
.
.
.
I finished the drama, and said all the lies
I am over with the suffering, and done with the cries
.
.
.
I feel good
Sure I should
There’s something new in me
But still I could
I sure have would
Told you the truth…
That I am happy for this painful surprise
But still don’t know why???
‘The tears were still in my eyes’
.. ..(song)
So much to tell you
And much more I expect
Heart says many things
And mind doesn’t reject
.
.
.
So this time just
Let it go
Lets take it slow
Make the words
Take us out of this world
Open up
Go with the flow
Fill the blanks
Nothing left anymore
And much more I expect
Heart says many things
And mind doesn’t reject
.
.
.
So this time just
Let it go
Lets take it slow
Make the words
Take us out of this world
Open up
Go with the flow
Fill the blanks
Nothing left anymore
!!! TALK TO ME !!!
Hey,,, Talk To Me…
Lets talk about the day we first met
Lets talk about the things that we said
Lets talk about time we spent
And talk about places we went.
Lets talk about truth & lies
Lets talk about laughs & cries
Lets talk about you & me
What we are and wanted to be.
Yeah, Talk To Me
Speak to me
Save me from the person
I am going to be..
Hear from me
Or say something
Don’t let the silence
Just KILL ME
Lets talk about the day we first met
Lets talk about the things that we said
Lets talk about time we spent
And talk about places we went.
Lets talk about truth & lies
Lets talk about laughs & cries
Lets talk about you & me
What we are and wanted to be.
Yeah, Talk To Me
Speak to me
Save me from the person
I am going to be..
Hear from me
Or say something
Don’t let the silence
Just KILL ME
Virus or Vaccine ???
It’s killing me, it’s also making me fine
Decaying my body, but my soul divine.
Transforming me from what I have been
Don’t know how your love works for me..
Is it a virus or a vaccine?
My health is destroyed, and my mind’s dead
But at the same time, I feel a stable head
In which are stored some new dreams seen
Don’t know how your love works for me..
Is it a virus or a vaccine?
The new me seems a perfect man
Better and worse can be done now, and this new person can
Sometimes modest and sometimes mean
Don’t know how your love works for me..
Is it a virus or a vaccine?
Let it be a virus or maybe a vaccine
It doesn’t matter, coz now it’s mine.
I don’t want you to suffer even a bit
Though I am ready to die in it.
Decaying my body, but my soul divine.
Transforming me from what I have been
Don’t know how your love works for me..
Is it a virus or a vaccine?
My health is destroyed, and my mind’s dead
But at the same time, I feel a stable head
In which are stored some new dreams seen
Don’t know how your love works for me..
Is it a virus or a vaccine?
The new me seems a perfect man
Better and worse can be done now, and this new person can
Sometimes modest and sometimes mean
Don’t know how your love works for me..
Is it a virus or a vaccine?
Let it be a virus or maybe a vaccine
It doesn’t matter, coz now it’s mine.
I don’t want you to suffer even a bit
Though I am ready to die in it.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Think about it !
Heard somewhere that 'Between every two individuals, there exists a story'. Some stories are remember-able, some forgettable, some short and sweet, some long and unhealthy. But the fact is that in this drama of life, every individual is playing a role, which is directly or indirectly linked to every human being we meet in this journey of life.
In this so-called ‘drama of life’, the theme always was, is and will be the love stories.
Love, which can be anything..
Love can be love for an individual, love for one’s country, love for wealth & prosperity, love of life. It’s this love only, which is the ultimate reason for every activity, big or small, good or bad, knowingly, or unknowingly happening presently at this moment.
“People CRY for love, People DIE for love,
People LIVE for love, People KILL for love.”
This is the power of love.
This is the strength, which can make a person cross all borders and hurdles coming against his/her love. Its love only which can rise a person and its surely love only which can extinguish a person’s identity by making him fall to maximum extent.
But still the world is unknown to the “Power of Love”. Love still remains mystery to many and ‘out of stock’ for many more. Because there are very less stories which complete with a happy ending. Probably it’s due to absence of real love.
There’s even a story between us…Think about it!
In this so-called ‘drama of life’, the theme always was, is and will be the love stories.
Love, which can be anything..
Love can be love for an individual, love for one’s country, love for wealth & prosperity, love of life. It’s this love only, which is the ultimate reason for every activity, big or small, good or bad, knowingly, or unknowingly happening presently at this moment.
“People CRY for love, People DIE for love,
People LIVE for love, People KILL for love.”
This is the power of love.
This is the strength, which can make a person cross all borders and hurdles coming against his/her love. Its love only which can rise a person and its surely love only which can extinguish a person’s identity by making him fall to maximum extent.
But still the world is unknown to the “Power of Love”. Love still remains mystery to many and ‘out of stock’ for many more. Because there are very less stories which complete with a happy ending. Probably it’s due to absence of real love.
There’s even a story between us…Think about it!
The smoke is seen..
“You Really Understand Me Well”
You know it,, I know it!
But that sense of touch really for the very first time made me think what probably would be inside you.
The world seemed insignificant when you held my hand. The only thing happening inside my mind was some sort of chemical reactions, or indeed I must say ‘nuclear reaction’, initialized by the warmth of your soft hands.
I guess that was it, that was when your magnetic field corrupted my software and that was how connection was made and link established.
You talk good, but words hear better when you don’t say them. You tell a lot by your own different ways. Its maybe only I realize it.
I don’t know whether I am right or wrong.
But there’s one thing I know for sure dear – “The smoke is seen,, wish to find some Fire”.
You know it,, I know it!
But that sense of touch really for the very first time made me think what probably would be inside you.
The world seemed insignificant when you held my hand. The only thing happening inside my mind was some sort of chemical reactions, or indeed I must say ‘nuclear reaction’, initialized by the warmth of your soft hands.
I guess that was it, that was when your magnetic field corrupted my software and that was how connection was made and link established.
You talk good, but words hear better when you don’t say them. You tell a lot by your own different ways. Its maybe only I realize it.
I don’t know whether I am right or wrong.
But there’s one thing I know for sure dear – “The smoke is seen,, wish to find some Fire”.
Not Again..!
Look, I started I again..!
Don’t know why but every time I think about you, I always land up writing something like this.
Though I think there’s nothing wrong in it. My present tense allows me to contribute only this much to my life.
I want to gift myself everything by listening to my heart, which is beating for you. But it’s the bloody brain, which plays the mind games and is the reason why my thoughts are on a piece of paper and cannot be heard.
Its just that ‘some things’ score more than you in my priority list.
Don’t Mind!
But I Can’t Change!
Don’t know why but every time I think about you, I always land up writing something like this.
Though I think there’s nothing wrong in it. My present tense allows me to contribute only this much to my life.
I want to gift myself everything by listening to my heart, which is beating for you. But it’s the bloody brain, which plays the mind games and is the reason why my thoughts are on a piece of paper and cannot be heard.
Its just that ‘some things’ score more than you in my priority list.
Don’t Mind!
But I Can’t Change!
Voice of Heart
Hey Lady…
Yeah, Talking to ‘You’
‘You’, with those lovely brown eyes, beautiful face and sexy body.
I have been holding myself for quite a while now, but now I think its high time I mention you that you are all my eyes had been searching all my life lived.
Enough being good guy, now I think that I should be a bit mean coz my present modesty won’t let you be with me.
I want the story of HUM and TUM should be ending with a ‘Grand Finale’ with your name beside mine and below it written.. ”Lived Happily Ever After”
Well I don’t know if its possible.
But there is one thing I know..
The only thing I can do without you is that I can do “Nothing”.
Yeah, Talking to ‘You’
‘You’, with those lovely brown eyes, beautiful face and sexy body.
I have been holding myself for quite a while now, but now I think its high time I mention you that you are all my eyes had been searching all my life lived.
Enough being good guy, now I think that I should be a bit mean coz my present modesty won’t let you be with me.
I want the story of HUM and TUM should be ending with a ‘Grand Finale’ with your name beside mine and below it written.. ”Lived Happily Ever After”
Well I don’t know if its possible.
But there is one thing I know..
The only thing I can do without you is that I can do “Nothing”.
Thinking of ‘YOU’
Thinking of you…
Well that’s what I always do
But thinking of you
Gives me a better chance of knowing
“Who I am ???”, rather I had no clue.
All the thoughts in mind
Either cruel or kind
But thinking of you
Gives all my thoughts a direction
And reason to find.
No matter where you are
Sitting in front of me, or somewhere far
But thinking of you
Makes me realize that within
This flesh of mine, there’s a beating heart.
Thinkin of you…
Well that’s what I always do
But thinking of you
Makes me realize
That life’s really short to think more about you.
Well that’s what I always do
But thinking of you
Gives me a better chance of knowing
“Who I am ???”, rather I had no clue.
All the thoughts in mind
Either cruel or kind
But thinking of you
Gives all my thoughts a direction
And reason to find.
No matter where you are
Sitting in front of me, or somewhere far
But thinking of you
Makes me realize that within
This flesh of mine, there’s a beating heart.
Thinkin of you…
Well that’s what I always do
But thinking of you
Makes me realize
That life’s really short to think more about you.
If-Then-Else of LOVE
LOVE ?
What is love?
What is it exactly???
Is it a feeling..
Which I have for you?
Is it a prayer..
I perform for you?
Is it the thinking..
Which I generally do?
To have in my life..
Nobody,but you!
(If)
Is it the same Love..
I see around?
Or something unique..
Which nobody found?
Looking at you..
Am always bound.
Hearing you..
Seems a different sound!
(Then)
It feels like..
‘kuch to hua hai!’
But something up there says..
‘kuch ho gaya hai!’
With a new atmosphere around..
‘subh kuch alag hai!’
And a lost mind..
‘sabh kuch naya hai!’
(Else)
Have you ever..
Felt this way?
Thinking of someone..
Some person, wholeday.
Controlling yourself..
Though you may
Be doing somethings..
I must not say!
Am I in Love???
Coz I have been suffering from all these stages from quite a time.
Is my state really Bad?
Do you think I need a doctor?
Or maybe someone like ‘You’?
What is love?
What is it exactly???
Is it a feeling..
Which I have for you?
Is it a prayer..
I perform for you?
Is it the thinking..
Which I generally do?
To have in my life..
Nobody,but you!
(If)
Is it the same Love..
I see around?
Or something unique..
Which nobody found?
Looking at you..
Am always bound.
Hearing you..
Seems a different sound!
(Then)
It feels like..
‘kuch to hua hai!’
But something up there says..
‘kuch ho gaya hai!’
With a new atmosphere around..
‘subh kuch alag hai!’
And a lost mind..
‘sabh kuch naya hai!’
(Else)
Have you ever..
Felt this way?
Thinking of someone..
Some person, wholeday.
Controlling yourself..
Though you may
Be doing somethings..
I must not say!
Am I in Love???
Coz I have been suffering from all these stages from quite a time.
Is my state really Bad?
Do you think I need a doctor?
Or maybe someone like ‘You’?
PRAHAR
What happened to you,”Wicked Sunny”
You seemed to loose it honey
For no reason you are the same guy you were
That deadly touch is lost sir
Where have you lost your killer instinct
Along with your heart it had extinct
Is that lovely face solely responsible
Made you dumb and poor incapable
Its OK to be sometimes”Cool Harry”
But have a ‘repo’ to carry
Voicing back is who you are
That last sentence should be your”PRAHAR”
Its OK,it happens dear
Strangers sometimes seem so near
Nothing wrong in stepping down
For a smile,becoming a clown
Forgetting your “am” and becoming sober
For someone you have soft corner
You seemed to loose it honey
For no reason you are the same guy you were
That deadly touch is lost sir
Where have you lost your killer instinct
Along with your heart it had extinct
Is that lovely face solely responsible
Made you dumb and poor incapable
Its OK to be sometimes”Cool Harry”
But have a ‘repo’ to carry
Voicing back is who you are
That last sentence should be your”PRAHAR”
Its OK,it happens dear
Strangers sometimes seem so near
Nothing wrong in stepping down
For a smile,becoming a clown
Forgetting your “am” and becoming sober
For someone you have soft corner
BIG GUY
Do you really know what it feels like
To be a big guy?
Every step is crutial,every day is significant
Every reaction is brutal,every action is important
Every day is laborious,every night is sleepless
Yet heart should be courageous,to make world speechless
Career,Love ,Family,Money
Life revolves around this honey
You loose one, you loose all
No seond chance,just one ball
To be a part of this barbaric act
Just try to understand this little fact
Follow your instincts,in this mind game
It might fetch you some fame
So,,,now you really know what it feels like to be a “big guy”.
To be a big guy?
Every step is crutial,every day is significant
Every reaction is brutal,every action is important
Every day is laborious,every night is sleepless
Yet heart should be courageous,to make world speechless
Career,Love ,Family,Money
Life revolves around this honey
You loose one, you loose all
No seond chance,just one ball
To be a part of this barbaric act
Just try to understand this little fact
Follow your instincts,in this mind game
It might fetch you some fame
So,,,now you really know what it feels like to be a “big guy”.
best days of my life.
Am I the same guy …
I used to be???
Many argues,many tensions ,
Never moved free.
Although there were tensions
In my glorious past
Compared to today
Life was much fast.
Every event was livable
Everyday was best
I still remember the time
When I used to cry for rest
And here I am
Enjoying my life
But something in me says
“Those were the best days of my life”.
I used to be???
Many argues,many tensions ,
Never moved free.
Although there were tensions
In my glorious past
Compared to today
Life was much fast.
Every event was livable
Everyday was best
I still remember the time
When I used to cry for rest
And here I am
Enjoying my life
But something in me says
“Those were the best days of my life”.
Friendship and the role of communication.
Everyone talks about “friendship “
But do they really know what its true essence is? I sometimes doubt!
Bulk of messages and hell lot of quotes send to my mailbox and inbox everyday of my life. People change, messages change but the matter remains the same.
What “actually basically” counts is the true reason for which those sentences are sent.
Some people can’t forget you and just can’t afford to loose you at any cost.
Thus, the result is a hell lot of messages, beautiful, generous and also sometimes stupid.
Sometimes I also do the same job coz I am also a friend for somebody I don’t wanna loose touch with.
Friends just wanna steal that tiny bit of time in anxiety, a person is curious to know,"Who the hell in this world bothers to bother" at that very point of time. The basic intension is to ring someone at heart.
And by the time you figure it out, you are left with a small curve on your lips.
Really, Really, Really...
Thank you God for creating man with a heart to love and a brain to enhance all sorts of communication mediums, so that no thought of yours is left unheard.
But do they really know what its true essence is? I sometimes doubt!
Bulk of messages and hell lot of quotes send to my mailbox and inbox everyday of my life. People change, messages change but the matter remains the same.
What “actually basically” counts is the true reason for which those sentences are sent.
Some people can’t forget you and just can’t afford to loose you at any cost.
Thus, the result is a hell lot of messages, beautiful, generous and also sometimes stupid.
Sometimes I also do the same job coz I am also a friend for somebody I don’t wanna loose touch with.
Friends just wanna steal that tiny bit of time in anxiety, a person is curious to know,"Who the hell in this world bothers to bother" at that very point of time. The basic intension is to ring someone at heart.
And by the time you figure it out, you are left with a small curve on your lips.
Really, Really, Really...
Thank you God for creating man with a heart to love and a brain to enhance all sorts of communication mediums, so that no thought of yours is left unheard.
TO ROSE,,, WITH LOVE
Just a few days back,to my bouquet of friends,a new flower was added.It wasn't an odinary one,it was a 'rose',Neither it had that temperory fragrance nor a dead presence.It was a original one,one that was truly natural with a noble soul.
The very existence of that beautiful creation of God,can fill your life with true essence of livelyhood.And without it,,,everythin seems dead.
I think God is mean,"Sorry God!!!",but it sent this beautiful-beautiful-beautiful creature to make manhood doesn't loose faith in the saying:
"God Still Exist In This World"
Yeah,I think,its present in 'her'.
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Now let me introduce you to the "Rose",a girl,my friend
Sometimes Stupid,Sometimes Smart
Sweet with words,Lovely at heart
Confused to me,She always seems
Care to others,She always means
Never argues,She never graunts
Doesn't knows exactly,What she wants
But with those tears,She's truely emotional
From the eyes,Which are exceptional
I hate,When I see her cry
What makes her laugh,I always try
Never,Can't,See her sad
Wanna gift the past she had
Hope she has a perfect future
No worries,No tension,No bad creature
I know when springs prevail
Roses loose their pale
In the end,I wanna say
"Hey Rose!!!,Don't leave my bouquet"
The very existence of that beautiful creation of God,can fill your life with true essence of livelyhood.And without it,,,everythin seems dead.
I think God is mean,"Sorry God!!!",but it sent this beautiful-beautiful-beautiful creature to make manhood doesn't loose faith in the saying:
"God Still Exist In This World"
Yeah,I think,its present in 'her'.
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Now let me introduce you to the "Rose",a girl,my friend
Sometimes Stupid,Sometimes Smart
Sweet with words,Lovely at heart
Confused to me,She always seems
Care to others,She always means
Never argues,She never graunts
Doesn't knows exactly,What she wants
But with those tears,She's truely emotional
From the eyes,Which are exceptional
I hate,When I see her cry
What makes her laugh,I always try
Never,Can't,See her sad
Wanna gift the past she had
Hope she has a perfect future
No worries,No tension,No bad creature
I know when springs prevail
Roses loose their pale
In the end,I wanna say
"Hey Rose!!!,Don't leave my bouquet"
I wasn’t like this before..!
What should I do??
Lets see…
A feeling for you is present
Well I don’t know if its love
How can I say…
Coz I don’t know what is love
Still something in me pushes me to you
I think its nothing scientific
Well attraction towards opposite is natural
But the force so strong,makes someone sometimes helpless
I think about 24/7
Gather all sorts of ideas to make our short communications worth it
Even sometimes write nonsense like this
But when its time to admit
I loose myself…
Just loose it!!!
Want to get you but not at the cost of loosing our present whatsoever relationship
Sometimes I think
I would change
Which I don’t want!
But the very next thought makes me think that I have already changed
I wasn’t like this before..!
Lets see…
A feeling for you is present
Well I don’t know if its love
How can I say…
Coz I don’t know what is love
Still something in me pushes me to you
I think its nothing scientific
Well attraction towards opposite is natural
But the force so strong,makes someone sometimes helpless
I think about 24/7
Gather all sorts of ideas to make our short communications worth it
Even sometimes write nonsense like this
But when its time to admit
I loose myself…
Just loose it!!!
Want to get you but not at the cost of loosing our present whatsoever relationship
Sometimes I think
I would change
Which I don’t want!
But the very next thought makes me think that I have already changed
I wasn’t like this before..!
WHY???
When I think about it
I wonder…
Why I require you in my life
Why is that
I want to involve you
And get involved
In everything that’s happening in our vicinity
I got enough-enough friends
And enough who think about me
Then why is that
My eyes are still wondering for love
Love,which is still a mystery
Mystery unsolved
As I know me
Am a strong man
Then why is sometimes I become weak
Weak,to think beyond yourself
WHY,WHY,WHY this why tortures me
Why these thoughts involve me
Instead of me ignoring them
Why are the situations not responding
In the way I want them to be
Why sometimes I become helpless
To end it all
I think
Only you can answer me WHY???
I wonder…
Why I require you in my life
Why is that
I want to involve you
And get involved
In everything that’s happening in our vicinity
I got enough-enough friends
And enough who think about me
Then why is that
My eyes are still wondering for love
Love,which is still a mystery
Mystery unsolved
As I know me
Am a strong man
Then why is sometimes I become weak
Weak,to think beyond yourself
WHY,WHY,WHY this why tortures me
Why these thoughts involve me
Instead of me ignoring them
Why are the situations not responding
In the way I want them to be
Why sometimes I become helpless
To end it all
I think
Only you can answer me WHY???
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